This is a lengthy blog, so for those who lack the time, patience or interest.. here is a much-edited update on my U.S racing season in bullet point. It also covers a few points I don’t in my blog so if you’re time healthy, interested, and read things from left to right top to bottom like normal, you’re probably going to read it anyway;
- Whilst we create an element of self-luck, some things are inevitable and it’s in these moments that our decisions create our destiny.
- First stop at 70.3 Hawaii, and my decision to attempt racing with a virus out of sympathy for my Nan, who travelled all the way from Lord Howe flippin Island, still has me recovering. It’s only now that I’m back to full health and starting to race well again.
- However, racing sick was worth the opportunity to see and race against Lance Armstrong though.. it was so dope!
- I also enjoyed some hang time with my Nan in Hawaii after the race, and then some of Oahu’s more relaxed training and social life with one of the most chilled and genuine guys in our sport. My bro, Tim Marr.
- Onto mainland America, and I got a quick lesson in geography on the drive from the airport to my home stay in Chula Vista. Despite Kev from TriLounge being more than accommodating and another great guy, it was about an hours commute too far from the triathlon mecca in San Diego.
- I now reside in Encinitas, the triathlon mecca I speak of, living with the amazing Otto family. I now struggle not with isolation, but the training to social life balance. Social life often getting in the way with evening grills, beer and poker.
- Not to mention the abundance of fit attractive women who are weak and wounded to the Australian accent. It’s like kryptonite.. and I still struggle.
- On a more serious note, whilst I’m painting a rather utopic scenario for all young guys here, I’ve struggled with my physical health since Hawaii. Consequently, I’ve had some results since that I consider to be consistently below average with an 8th at 70.3 Buffalo Springs and Muncie, and a 9th at Vineman.
- With every average performance comes the added self pressure to perform better at the next race, which can and has become a mental challenge to overcome.
- It’s alternative and a bit hippie, but I suggest smoking a large joint and then regular meditation. Okay.. maybe not the spliff, but the meditations certainly helped me!
- Whilst 9th isn’t flash on paper, it was however a big improvement physically, and most importantly a huge step in the right direction mentally. I’m now heading to 70.3 Calgary this weekend in a great head space and fit, which is an added bonus.
- Results may not have been consistently flash, but consistent enough that when combined with my win at 70.3 Yeppoon last year, was enough to achieve one of my major goals and qualify with the 19th ranked spot for 70.3 World Champs in Vegas.
- This came not only with much surprise and excitement, but also a decision which tore me between returning to defend my title at 70.3 Yeppoon, or basing myself in boulder for four weeks in preparation for Vegas, which I’ve since decided upon.
- Behind every athlete is a support network.. I’d like to thank mine for their continued faith in my ability during times of difficulty. It’s a tough gig trying to crack this sport, but it’s also a dream, which certainly couldn’t be achieved without them. I look forward to the continued journey and am excited about sharing some late season form and results! Coach Grant Giles from Aeromax coaching, Specialized, Champion System, Saucony, Tropical Fruit World, Computrainer, PowerBar, Skins, Blueseventy, Rudy Project.
- I’m now just as dedicated to writing a more regular blog to save you from reading the equivalent of a novel, if you continued, and stay in contact more often.
- “Dream something so big it scares and excites you at the same time, the harder you work the luckier you get, live that dream, and then love every moment..” – Ollie Whistler
Firstly, my apologies for being like a long lost friend. I won’t even start to make some of the countless excuses, as it won’t go in hand with the rest of my blog. Rather, let me re-introduce you to the real Ollie Whistler.. and I mean that with no connotation to The Real Slim Shady, as that would be the worst possible reflection of my style, as would it an example of my iTunes library. I’m not even sure why I wrote that. Okay, I’m glad we’re getting somewhere! Now it seems that more often than not I’m turning a misfortune to fortune, the pessimist to optimist, and this check in may be in perfect suit or trend. However, for those who doubt, I too can write the contrary. Sometimes the uncontrollable just plays the perfect hand and leaves you with nothing but a rainbow rag flop. Yes, I’ve been brushing up on some terminology ready for next week’s poker night at my home stay in Encinitas, San Diego. Clearing up all the important things thus far. Anyway, point is that whilst we create an element of self-luck, some things are inevitable and it’s in these moments that our decisions create our destiny.
Exposing my lack of blogging, when I last checked in I’d just come off a respectable second at Elite Energy’s Batemans Bay Ultimate, but it seemed the need for a solid foundation to be laid if I was to be confident about form before 70.3 Busselton and heading Stateside. Always quick to act, Gilesy structured the remaining four weeks around one of major run focus, and it was back to chopping wood, carrying water. I chose home on Lord Howe Island to complete this confidence week, as it enabled me to take advantage of its lack of civilization and technology, and utilize the inspiration and energy of its natural beauty. The rawness and freedom of running, combined with that of Lord Howe was spiritually uplifting and I returned to the Gold Coast two weeks out from Busselton with 140kms of running in the legs over seven days, and two full weeks to learn how to ride a bike again.
Some things seem perfect in theory, but rarely it is, and it’s the reason we call it ‘theory’. Days after returning to mainland Australia and eager to be reunited with my pony, I was hit hard with a nasty virus. So some of you are thinking I overdid things, and it’s possible, but I’ll have my say first.. I was just one in an epidemic of people hit with the same virus on the Gold Coast, so I had no choice but to accept it like someone handed me the opportunity to absorb the work done. Either way, when you find yourself with no control over a situation, “take it as if you chose it, work with it, and not against it.” This is the key to life, a perpetual antidote to counteract every doubtful dispensation. So after spending the best part of a week unable to leave my bed, I had a week to get the body firing and healthy to race. The virus had really hit me for six though, and all week I managed no more than two kilometres of free to back in the pool, two hours of riding to the coffee shop and an hour of easy running without feeling like I’d spent a full eighty minutes packing scrums. Nevertheless, and once again trying to be the optimist, upon race day I was feeling very well rested and fresh for this one!
As I type, it unsettles me to know the outcome, but hey, it’s the journey in life where there’s a lesson. Good or bad, right or wrong. Like the uncontrollable being inevitable, so too is that the tide will always change and I look forward to sharing these moments when they do. Come race day, beneath a little anxiousness there’s a love and excitement to get out there and give it some stick. I owe a quick name drop to Matty White and John Polson, as our pre race chat over dinner of all things sharks proved enough motivation not to get dropped and stay in the mix of the chase pack in the swim. It was also useful as for eliminating poor little Johnny from any contention, still frozen on the beach well after the start. However, once on the bike I hardly had time to get my feet in my shoes let alone know how my body would feel, before I made a complete kook of myself and crashed on the flattest and straightest course on the 70.3 circuit. Blame it on a combination of tire pressure, gravel, wet roads and being completely overzealous, I managed to do a good enough job stepping off that my day was done. Four weeks later as I tap away the keys (which is is when I started this report dammit), I’m still changing dressings for a wound on my hip bone and wonder where I’d have run into as everyone else faded over the back end of the half marathon. Pointless thinking really except when used as motivation, but was infuriating to observe with run confidence high after Lord Howe!
Becoming a master of my own words, this provided yet another opportunity to make the most of a situation. With the priority being to race well in the States, I utilized some time to organize around my upcoming schedule and decided to spend my final weeks before flying out down at Byron Bay, training with coach Gilesy and team Aeromax. With a week in between to tie up loose ends on the GC and get my body moving again after the crash, this gave me the perfect environment to get the best out of the remaining two weeks before my first American race at 70.3 Hawaii. With the company of Gilesy and mates like Tim Reed to train with, it was an easy way to reconnect with my body and find the fitness and confidence to head to Hawaii primed and readied to race. The next person who tells me they’re out of time to train and do well for a race in six weeks can go get stuffed. I mean, in six weeks I’d managed to have someone come up and tell me that, “I made my really bad hair cut look good.” Anything to go by and two weeks is an eternity! It’s just a matter of the environment you choose, and how you apply yourself to it. Environment. Application to environment.
Arriving in Hawaii I was met by my bro, Tim Marr, who I’d stay with on Oahu for almost a week before heading to Kona. Tim’s an absolute dude and one of the most genuine guys I’ve met in the sport, so it was a blast training with him and enjoying some of the relaxed social life in town leading into the race. Albeit, once on Kona it was all business and quite surreal to think in a few days I’d be lining up to race the likes of Lance Armstrong and a bunch of other old farts like Greg Bennett and Chris Lieto. Before you get your knickers in a knot, in professional sport these guys are exactly that, but they’re also proof that in triathlon you might be far from your peak in long course racing before you’re forty. Trying not to get too off track, I always love racing the big names and find it lifts my performance and focus. For the most part, the day’s pre race were smooth sailing, but I wasn’t my usual self the day before as I got about my business. Not only was I battling the cyclonic winds of Hawi on my hour’s ride, but a tired aching body. I knew something was up and listened to my body, calling for a lift home and spending the rest of the day resting in my bed and looking over kohala bay.
Race morning and the only disappointment was the fall through of my gag to ask Lance for a loan of his pump, which was spoilt by the one’s provided for all in the pro racks. It’s nothing more than normal routine to be hunting around for a pump in transition, except when it’s Lancy boys pump you’re after. Providing me with much comical relief, it also kept me relaxed and stopped me from worrying about how shocking I felt in my warm up. In retrospect, I saw the signs but convinced myself otherwise. As planned, I lined up next to the old farts for the swim and despite hurting myself to keep up, I had a great swim and exited the water in a front group of eight containing all the hitters. Once out onto the Queen K, I found myself opening a small gap with Lieto and Twelsiek to Marr and Crawford, and trailing by an ever-growing gap to Armstrong and Bennett. This however, was very short lived as I started vomiting and was unable to keep any fluid or fuel down. As I continued to fight the bodies yearning to pull over and stop, so to did the constant reencounter with my gels and fluid. As reality was accepted it became the disappointment that hurt the most that I was crook and my days were numbered. Compelled by my Nan and family who’d travelled from Lord Howe to watch me line up against Lance, I rode all the way back from Hawi sitting up and fighting the urge to lie down and fall asleep. Some things just aren’t fair, and this certainly wasn’t. I can’t explain the mental anguish this put me through, but I made the best decision to stop after the bike and go to the medical tent before my body decided for me. With a race every fortnight on my U.S schedule, it’s just not worth walking it in for a medal and a pat on the back at the sacrifice of your health.
That evening I came down hard with the flu, which was a surprise to all but me.. one of the hardest yet most valuable traits to have in professional sport, is the ability to shut out everyone else’s thoughts and expectations, even your own, listen to your damn body and except when there’s a disappointment. Fast tracking a bit, and since Hawaii I’ve had three more 70.3 races at Buffalo Springs, Muncie, and vineman. Two of which have been below average results with a 7th and 8th, and a 9th last weekend at Vineman, which is no improvement on placing, but certainly physically and most importantly mentally. Whilst none of the placing’s aren’t what I’d like, it’s not so much placing that was the disappointment (in particular Vineman with a field that was said to resemble world champs), but rather my state of body and mind. If I’d felt like I’d done justice to my fitness levels and was mentally sound, then a 7th or 8th would be a good result, but I’d been feeling downright miserable. Tired, lethargic, a deep burn and inability to maintain power, and subsequently struggling to maintain a healthy state of mind when you have high self expectations and constantly underperforming. Not to mention, none of which help the constant financial struggle of living on the circuit.
In this situation when things aren’t flowing as you’d like, you can quickly find yourself in a vicious cycle and one that’s proved very hard to break! There’s absolutely no doubt that your physical being is effected by the thought’s you keep, and visa versa. Whilst 9th place at Vineman isn’t any better on paper, it was however a big improvement physically, and most importantly a huge step in the right direction mentally. The short of it is that you might still have the fire burning deep inside, but unless you have upmost belief in your ability through your conscious and unconscious mind, and connect this with your physical being through the mitochondria, then it’s going to limit your physical potential. I’ve been fit and capable of much more all season, which is obvious in my training, but the stress of the situation and the added burden of travel without bonuses and prize money has created negative thoughts that I’ve allowed to consume my mind, and consequently my body. It’s only because I take great interest into what makes other successful people, that I choose to share this with you. It’s what helps me, and hopefully others to learn and follow in trend.
I’m now heading to 70.3 Calgary this weekend in a great headspace and fit, which is an added bonus. All of which is due to this realization to let go of the past and future, and become at peace with your mind. It’s alternative and a bit hippie, but an invaluable technique I’ve used to reconnect is to smoke a big joint and do some meditation. Okay.. so maybe not the spliff, but the meditations certainly helped me! It’s amazing the shift I’ve noticed not just in my attitude, but mostly how that’s contributed to the improvement of my physical state. I’m really excited to learn from this and to now be moving in a positive direction and building momentum into the later part of the season. Whilst my racing’s seemed consistently average, it’s been consistent enough that when combined with the points from last years title at 70.3 Yeppoon, I’ve achieved one of my major goals to qualify for 70.3 World Champs. Along with the surprise of being offered the 19th ranked spot in Vegas points, it unfortunately came with the hard decision to miss defending my title in Yeppoon later next month. Instead, I’ll base myself in Boulder, CO, for four weeks leading into worlds.
Behind every athlete is a support network of equal commitment.. I’d like to thank mine for their continued faith in my ability during times that as clichéd as they sound, can make or break. It’s a tough gig trying to crack this sport, but it’s also a dream, which certainly couldn’t be achieved without them. I look forward to the continued journey and am excited about sharing some late season form and results! Specialized, Champion System, Saucony, Tropical Fruit World, Computrainer, PowerBar, Skins, Blueseventy, Rudy Project. I’m now also just as dedicated to writing a more regular blog to save you from reading the equivalent of a novel, if you continued, and stay in contact more often.
Stay connected!
Ollie

Arriving in Kona

Saucony track session

2012 Champion System strip

Cross training in Encinitas

Specialized BG fit

Sunset in Encinitas